All these years I have been living to impress my family and I forgot about myself. Now it’s so hard for me to focus on myself and live my life, I feel sad, empty and depressed. My life is stagnant and every time I get an opportunity to get work, I can’t go because my mom doesn’t want me to work far from home. 

I feel like things would never change, this is my life and I am slowly dying inside every day.

I cry myself to sleep every night, this phone that I am holding in my hands right now has become my only friend since I don’t have any friends. Life hasn’t been really nice to me, I am surrounded by these four walls. Ooh, I so wish I had someone who could just devote their time for once and lend me an ear.