One of the good day, i woke up like i normally do. Made my bed did everything like i used to, and prayed.You think temptation don’t come to people who pray, it’s all wrong it’s being doubled for a matter of fact it depends how tough you are because sometimes it could be triple or more.A flashback came, words are so powerful just that we sometimes use the wrongs ones recklessly only to find out the outcomes of that is shuttered

Beloved people whom you think got your back, suddenly got to realize they just like leach using you someone. My life journey was never perfect from the beginning, i could remember the times I was cursed and those words haunted me up to date.
How can i forget that,when everything has been said to me becomes a reality.

I’ve failed myself, not only that but my parents too.Poor mom all she does is to accept me as i am no matter how useless i am, and pushes me to be a better person. It’s not like curses can come to life, but when things turn to go in a badly way.Words are magically like a movie or something you’ve seen before then it does flashback in the back of your head.Its important sometimes to say words that are fruitful to someone but it’s important also to call out discipline. The thing is how do you do it?

I’ve never felt so useless in my entire life, words outspoken as if i am nothing. Regretting my landing in earth hoping to be tiny again and return to planet fetus.Blames me on everything, as if i could change things to be perfect like they want too.My little strength is taken for granted.My useless mendula oblongata means nothing at all, taking decisions on my behalf. How ridiculous? I am called as if i am death where else i am amongst the living.
When you’re not smart enough, you are useless.
When you’re not rich or coming from a gold family background, you’ll still be treated as trash.Life is unpredictable, statements are the once who destroys and builds dreams.