Like a deer caught within a trap, I wonder whether to fight or let go. My own emotions are turning on me. The scale seems to be tipping over, just by the tip of a finger I might fall over.

Yes, I have fought and I’m still fighting yet each battle gives birth to another. Should I let go I wonder.

In the midst of all this chaos, tears are knocking at my door, soon they might be a flood, but I’m a man! Should I open the gates? Still, I am betrayed by my own emotions.

Who is to say, this is meant to be, yet I am caught in between. Yes, I am! Not for me but for what I stand for, the battle still goes on.