We are born and brought in different ways,maybe from my birth love did not choose me and love me.I always fail love,fail in love,not because i don’t love but because maybe I suppose not to love.I love and I have love,it seems not to be enough for someone but enough for me.

I tried so hard n still trying so hard only to hurt my feelings.I will never be enough as I had never been.Some stones are better leaved unturned.Let my love be enough for me because I am good in loving myself but no one.Not everything is for everyone as every person is unique.Standards are not the same, success varies,education got levels,wealthy and health differs so well as we and our love.

People marries,divorce,some are bachelors,some spinsters,,we are born and brought differently.We will always be different,infact how will the world be if we were all the same?all successful,wealthy,married and healthy?perfect with no mistakes to learn from?Remember everyone is born with a talent and some are born to live how they live,is not them you can change but the Will of God you cannot change.It takes a strong heart to persevere and a weak one to question.

If it’s true “love conquers all” then for me love breaks all because it teared and torned me. It has closed me in a corner , tormented and tortured me , changed me , make me loose who I am , trampled,opressed and provoked me and left me empty with full of regrets.

It punished me , undermined me , underestimated and disrespected me and made me loose myself . Love took my happiness and made me sick , love made me hold grudges , it took my peace. Love made me cry and hate , love ruined the real me, it made me sin and go astray. It left me swimming in a wide river with no shore until it killed me.I am dead. I wish I have never loved.