Heart burning, heart bleeding, heartbroken.

How can an angel broke my heart, am bleeding inside, I can’t breathe I feel my heart wet of sore, she takes it all make it piece’s like it’s not a human being heart, no blood, no feels, no pain, no love in it.

Why you didn’t light me up, always take me deeply in the darkest corner, I remember I once ask you, but you kept lying over and over keep on hurting me, telling me lies, all I ever wanted is love, loving you be there for you anytime you need a shoulder to cry on am always there for you, but what you did treat me like a shit, rubbish, I never thought one day you will treated me rudeness and disrespectful towards everything we been together and everything I have done for you all this year’s, I gave you my life.

Heart Burned in pieces in my sleep I can’t find happiness, tears fall apart like an river, am swimming in my tears it’s looks like every night drowning in ocean tears.

I once believe in love, but today I hate love, I only left with the piece holding me to grow back to me again, just people to see me am still exist in earth, you changed me, you burned the last me, I always believe in us but the day I saw colors in you, I lost hope, become emotional, and mentally exhausted I didn’t want to believe I saw, what I feel deeply in side my heart, my mind because I trusted you with my whole 6/7 years I built with you.

If it’s my fault and my punishment God forgive me is enough thinking about us, everything we been through me and you, we faced challenges heavy one like a team, we where always got each other, love each other, share, care, respect honor us as one, we fought each other hard times,heartbroken times, familism, friendships we where one a team that never shake no matter what storm, dust , heavy rain we where strong when we got each other that love, peace and happiness.

When you betrayed and manipulated by the love of your life, mission complete…And one I am proud of be myself and proudly lesbian, I am a very happy fully embrace empathy gentle with myself.

Heart broke becoming emotional and inspirations of pain.