I did not know i will be a criminal at the begin

It was hard to me and my parents, I had to work hard for me to sleep in full stomach. While others served by desert after meal 

I wanted to be an extravagant kid like other kids from suburbs but unfortunately my wishes washed away by the wind of spring season

Who should I blame my parents for bringing me in to this unfairly world? 

I thought it was going to be simple when I finish matric but still I’m here unemployed even though I passed my matric I do not have money to go to university

I spent three years at home doing nothing and I have responsibility that grows like a farm chicken and I wanna enjoy life like others

I started by robbing small shops at my village then life started to be better now I have money for bread every morning my parents were happy for me I told them I have a job 

I stop robbing shops because the money that I was getting from robbing small shops it was not enough for me as you know a person don’t get satisfied then I started to steal cars expensive cars that time I was talking business, everyone in my street was paying respect to me 

My worst enemy was the police then my best friend was a gun, when I shoot I shoot I don’t hesitate 

By 11 July it was the rainy day the boss called ” hey crystal I need five sports cars today I have your money(hangout)” and by the following day it was my birthday I was over the moon because I have the mission to complete and tomorrow is my birthday so I can throw a big party 

I pick up my phone and call my friends telling them about the mission we are going to do 

We stole three sports cars clean and we managed to remove the trackers fast ongoing to fourth cars we got unlucky because we found police waiting for us, we went to that GTI GOLF and we just took it like a,b,c. We started to hear the siren approximately 5km from where we took the car but we did not notice because the job was simple then the helicopter arrives, we stopped the car gently the all of us kneel down the two of my friends they don’t prefer to go jail they started to stand up I told them to kneel but they did not listen they took out their guns try to shoot police but the police was trained for a gun then the police did not give them second chance to live, I was lucky because I’m not dead but I’m serving my 20 years sentence in jail now 

I wish I could see my parents and ask for a forgiveness to them not forget to all the people I have hurt 

I’m sorry 

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