I was just but a young innocent and naive girl.I met this guy when i was in grade 11. He was charming handsome and abit. Shy.To be honest I knew him he was actually a friend of my cousin well when we talked for the first time it was like oh my word I can’t even describe the feeling . After our first conversation we decided to give the dating game a try ….too soon I know. Anyway we started dating in the year 2019 in march . A couple of months down we became an official couple and it truly felt like our relationship took a turn for the best …..so I thought .End of that year I passed to matric …grade 12 …when the school reopened I found out that I was 2 months pregnant and so I couldn’t complete the grade I then stayed home as it was during the covid 19 period.my pregnancy was one sweet ride .my boyfriend would cater to. Everything I needed he was my biggest supporter during that time .my due date was fast on the way and not long after I gave birth to my sweet little prince in September …oh what a beautiful gift we were blessed with .Like any and every mother you excited to take the new baby home to meet the rest of the family….but I was deprived of that. Soon after I had given birth I found out that my son had brain problem so we could not leave …..he fought for his life everyday…I never stopped praying for his full recovery.Oneday I got a call from the hospital letting me know that my sweet son was getting much more better he’s feeding better as well it was the greatest news ever I’ve never felt relieved like that ever In my life .I thought great thank God things are finally looking up for us when the next day I got another call to let me know that my baby left the earth ….he was a fighter for a whole month before he departed. If love alone could have saved him then he was never gonna leave . During that month I survived the fact that I could not get too hold my precious angel…I could not give him my breast to drink from ..I could not hold him and tell him that I love him so very much .I missed out on everything I was robbed of the chance to be a mom . As much as I’ve lost I’ve gained twice as much back that incident broke me but it also made me stronger in all honesty. I loved but I lost .