I have never imagined this is how our journey would come to an end.Last night I cried thinking so much of you and I and the memories we had created. I won’t lie and say it is easy living without you,it isn’t,but I made a vow to never run around like a headless chicken every time you made a call and wrote to me but I broke it. I’m not surprised because you’ve always been my weakness.

weeks have gone by without hearing from you and I told myself that I’m over what we had,our relationship,us,but I was wrong.I run out of breath every time I think you. Please meet me halfway I’m trying to kill everything that is a constant reminder of you.I’d love to believe that this is goodbye,but I know that you’ll let me off the hook and come back to revoke my emotions unexpectedly but intentionally so.

I beg of you please,please let me breathe,even if it is just for seconds.