I am writing you this letter with a fear of that you might not be able to read this letter as i know that maybe your mouth and eyes are filled with soil but on the other side i have a hope that you will have a way of reaching this letter. I think that i have reached that phase in life where i have to be independent as you once said that . I am broken inside and devastated . I feel like i need you more than everything now. When i am giving up on everything i need you to stop me . When i am losing hope , i need you to tell me that , “when the sun goes down the stars come out” Days and months are passing with me having no hope , just staring in the ceiling every nights wondering where life will probably take me but l know that the sky is the limit. I want things to work out for me . I want nothing but to be an educated daughter but right now things seems to be impossible but every nights your words are ringing in my head “LEAVE EVERYTHING TO GOD”