I never thought that smiling and being friendly to everyone would ever bring me betrayal, pain, and all the suffering

I didn’t know that Being nice and representing the good values and good morals my mom taught me would reward me with such painfulness

My mom would tell me that:, “Associate yourself with people of your standard and attitude,” little did she know that outside here ku rough and life is ain’t the same as it was in her times

In this time people come and go, not that only, they leave you with scars that don’t heal easily, even time its self it is not guaranteed that you may forget whatever happened in the past

After being betrayed by someone I used to take as my sister while she was my friend I realised that in this 20th century even a friend can turn into your enemy

I felt shattered and betrayed because she was the only friend I have kept for a long time and I couldn’t believe that I used to live, share and trust her but anyways as they say in life to be able to succeed some people are being cut off just before they can destroy you first

I don’t know if I will ever have the courage to try and give people chances or even try to make friends again