Because I thought
I thought it was something at first , something that would make me happy
Something happened someone I never liked started being social with me alot
Oh how foolish I was to talk to him how I smiled and wished something could happen
How could I forget how much pain the boy caused me he called me names, laughed at my boy weight
But even through all that I was sexually attracted to him
Why would my own feelings fall for a bully
That would hurt me again
It all ended in years so bad my heart was broken again like a guitar with no strings how it feels to see him happy
Well every one has ups and down in life I am just a little depressed teen that may so try taking away her own soul because if feelings but I won’t cause the grass is still greener than ever