Because I thought

I thought it was something at first , something that would make me happy 

Something happened someone I never liked started being social with me alot

Oh how foolish I was to talk to him how I smiled and wished something could happen

How could I forget how much pain the boy caused me he called me names, laughed at my boy weight 

But even through all that I was sexually attracted to him

Why would my own feelings fall for a bully 

That would hurt me again

It all ended in years so bad my heart was broken again like a guitar with no strings how it feels to see him happy 

Well every one has ups and down in life I am just a little depressed teen that may so try taking away her own soul because if feelings but I won’t cause the grass is still greener than ever