To invest your heart and never look back
To love and never get loved back
To think and never get suspicious
To be played and never retaliate
To voice out and your words are taken for granted
Pain swimming in your heart and no repentance from her side
Tears dancing inside your pupils
On the other hand
Pain is laughing at your feelings
Ransacking your brain
Just to leave you heart broken
Broken heart so hard to medicate

When you levitate through her imperfections,
Insecurities starts to flirt with your mind,
Reminding you of her capabilities

And then,
Depression emerges out of nowhere
Leading to a massive meditation
Dark thoughts filling up your head
With the aim of calling the pain again
Forcing you to recall her unfruitful lies
Her mischievous moves
Her words so futile
So meaningless
It’s more like a dead man’s perspective

You become the prisoner of your own feelings
Day and night, trying to medicate your broken soul
Building castle’s in the air
Lost in your own thoughts
Trying to find a way back to reality
You’ll meditate hard and never get answers
Wondering if you deserved the pain in your membranes
Minute after minute
Thinking about the infidelity, so hard to elude nor forget
Memories are allergic to a coffin
They don’t die.