Anxiety
Disappointment
Disconnection
Depression
Despair
Fear
Thoughts
Pangs
Wordlessness
All these occupied my space and left no room for me
They chose to show up uninvited and decided to stay free of charge
I wonder how long,
How far will they come with me?
They make me feel out of place and unappreciated.
They tell me lies
I am forced to believe
Sometimes it feels like they are winning
And other times …
Other times,
It feels like I have overcome them,
Well maybe just for a while.
It is a constant back and forth
Battle on battle
Call on call … between me and them.

Although I have lost so many battles to them, I am sure I will never be call a quitter.

Just like the sunset
I fight my way through the clouds
I dig deep within until I use the little energy in me to shine again

I am never a quitter