My heart still cries out loud for you, although it’s been a year.
I try to understand that you moved on and my time is up.
I try to move on but heart is repudiated.
I sometimes satisfy my heart that if you were mine you would have stayed.
It hurts.
It hurts that I can’t replace you no matter how much I try…
Maybe I just miss being around you and how you used to make me feel.
My mind struggles to erase our memories.
My heart struggles to fall again.
I wish, I never met you.
You took so much in love, I tried hating and distancing myself from you.
You’re my weakness, my strength and I just lost it all.
No one is perfect, I hope you can see that someday.