Count down from this seconds
Counting down from this second…
To the first second… I…
I layed my eyes on you…
I recall more than ten billion heart beats…
And each one of them still beats harder than most… Amazing…
Amazing as it sounds… How…
How amazing and strong my love has grown… From…
From each second…
From the first one… To….
To the last one this instance…
I remember…
Remember how influential it was…
How motivating it still is…
How I still say I wanna marry you… That…
That I still… Want to spend my life with you…
That I…. I wanna hold you more…
That I… Still want you carry my family…
That I… Still see you as my one and only…
I respect you… More than ever…
I still treasure… You…
I can’t even imagine… What would I be…
If I went one day without thinking about you…
Not that I treasure thinking of you…
But I love seeing you…
I’d love it more… To see you grabbed…
Grabbed tight in my arms…
Wrapped around across my heart…
Wrapped with a ring…
Ring of our oath to the Lord…
Counting…
Still counting …
Still counting more counts…
And more of this counting…
I still refuse to say these words…
Say these words to someone else…
For no one is worthy to hold them…
But only you whom…
Whom my heart has been chosen for…
I remember the first second…
To the latest one this instance…
How amazing you remain…
How order has ordained…
How love has made you loveable…
How care has made you careful…
How understanding has got me patient…
How the tunnel has lightened you…
How the hills have made you the most ultimate goal to reach…
How heaven has set you free…
How the mist of these battles… Has given hope…
How I wish you could help me…
How can I express these ten billion heart beats…
Can be explained…
Can be expressed…
Can be revealed…
Can be unsealed…
Can it be… Real…
Hope my heart can show it out to you…
Hope…
Hope saying…
How expression can be expressed…
Can I say it to you…
For this is not a poem…
But a record of my heartbeat…
A record of my love for you…
I…
Love…
You…
I love you…
And…
You….
I…
Love…
Hope… You’d find it in you…
too…