I need to talk to someone
Before the floods of my thoughts carry me to the falls.
My mind is full of emptiness, weakened by pain, sickness and hopelessness-
Paralysed by fear.
I need to talk to someone
Before the brokenness in my heart can no longer be mended, and the pain rots deep in my soul and
Can no longer be cured.
I have wondered far, far beyond my imagination and I met dissociation.
I just wanted to forget the pain, the hurt, and the anger.
I need to talk to someone.
Before I disconnect completely from this fallen world, and create my own space and comfort zone.
I just need to talk to someone
Before my chest compresses my heart to nothingness…
I need to talk to someone
Before the sun goes down and rises with another scar.
I need to talk to someone
So that I can put my pains into words. I just need a chance to see my brokenness turned into beauty.
I need to talk to someone.
I need to talk to you, you who said “Come to me all who are weary and tired, and carry heavy burdens and I will give you rest.”