I met him last year on the 26th of November. I was writing my last paper. I fell in love with him the first time I saw him, he didn’t introduce himself.

A few weeks passed by, he sent me a message on Instagram. I was so awestruck because he managed to track me down. We started talking and calling each other, there was never a day that passed by where he didn’t call me. He made me feel so special. He knew that I didn’t have a boyfriend, yet at first he didn’t believe me.

Every day I prayed for someone to call my own, when he came, my whole life changed. On Saturday, on my way to school, because I had drama lessons, he asked if we could meet up. After school I went to Waterfall mall and I waited for him. He pulled through with his friends’ car. I was kinda upset because I was waiting for him for like an hour. I got in the car I sat next to this guy I didn’t even know.

“I’m Olwami’s twin brother,” he said, greeting me.

I was shocked, I didn’t expect them to be identical twins.

We arrived at his house and went to his bedroom.

“Can I get you anything to drink?” he ased.

“Yes, thank you, water would be fine,” I said.

We started talking and he started to do something I wasn’t comfortable with.

He closed my mouth with his head, “I won’t hurt you,” he said, “I’ll put it in slowly.”

My worries faded when he said that but he took my virginity and that was something I wasn’t ready to give away. But I can’t take back what happened already.

Ever since then, I lost all trust for men. I’m fighting with my greatest fear. I thought what we almost had was more than just a teenager love affair. But now, I know that I was just he’s buffet.

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