Look at my life now through the same lens you looked at my heart. Don’t change who you are now that I’m no longer here. When I cried you put on shades to hide yourself from seeing me cry.

Don’t now cry when I am no longer here. You claim love and kindness but it was just a mere lie you told me to appease my sugar hungry heart that believed you.

Cry because I left, not how I left but cry because you have not seen my tears. I cry rivers of tears night by night but you see nothing. I scream at the top of my lungs yet you can’t hear me. Now you cry because I’m no longer here.

I watch over with love, but not the fake love you claim. I watch over with joy and kindness but you deserve nothing. I do that because it is who I am, was and always be. Not the person you claim to be.