After a while…. I formally apologized to him for everything I’ve put him through and I was finally free of the guilt…( I remember he asked if I still had feelings for him?)….And I said ill never ever stop loving youand he replied ( I don’t think I’ll ever stop either)

But pain changed him, he now has his guard up… I can’t get to him not even as a friend. Its like I constantly remind him of the pain he went through and it hurts him coz he still loves me and I love him too. But HES NOT THE SAME MAN ANYMORE….

( I fell inlove And I witnessed the Most Beautiful adoration since I was A teenager. But Life is very unpredictable Honestly, By the time I had that one chance to love my true Love, I was a mess And I gave him A gift of TOXICITY.. the chronicles of pain)…

I am sorry My Love…