“I’m so sorry for what you went through in life, you didn’t deserve that, are you ready to meet your grandmother and siblings after everything?” She asked

“I’m not ready and I don’t wish to”

“Okay, you know what.. from this conversation you got yourself a friend and a fan, lets be friends.. and I promise that all those words they said to you growing up will vanish”, she said.

“Ohh..ouk.. okay.. okay sure, I won’t mind” I said, I felt like someone felt my pain

“Just make sure I won’t meet my granny and siblings, Lwandle is innocent but you won’t know what she’s discussing with them”

“No don’t worry, they won’t come even near you, you’re still safe for now. Promise me you’ll come to your daily sessions so that you can heal” she said

“I will, thank you for understanding me” I said..

She then left.

After a week five visitors were allowed in my ward. My five gay friends came to see me, they bought me some fruits, get well soon balloons and snacks. Unfortunately I was still not in a good condition of eating. So they decided to tell me what happened that day.

Tebogo, one of them came to visit me but before knocking he said that he heard a weird noise in the room and thought I was having little fun with someone,but he heard the scream of someone on the phone then decided to take a look on the key hole. He saw my legs shaking, and realized that I hanged myself.

He said it was so traumatizing to see me rolling my eyes there and he can’t even take a nap because he’s always thinking about me.

I felt so bad, but I also had no choice over my life.

******* The end of part one*****

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