We have two days before we leave,Sbusiso and I are trying our best to keep things formal between us but we’re struggling. We haven’t been intimate since last night but i feel like i want him more now.Their mom is not happy with my presence. I have been receiving ugly stares from her and Precious and i really need to get out of here.Sfiso comes looking for me in the kitchen,They lock eyes with Precious for a moment and i clear my throat,they look away.

“I need to talk to you.” He says.

“I’m busy,can’t it wait?” I ask him and Precious gives him another stare.He exhales.

“No i mean right now.” He says.

“No i can’t. ” i respond and i hear them sign loudly.

“Are you going to do it or I’ll do it myself?” Precious asks him loudly and everyone goes silent,eyes on us.

“I’m trying my best here”he says,she flips her long weave .

“Missy,he doesn’t love you anymore. ” she says and i laugh,It’s a joke.I look at him,his face is serious.

“Tell him !!” Precious says to him and i can see he’s struggling to speak,he’s avoiding my eyes.I want him to look at me.

“Baby…I’m…You know i love you and i will always love you but i can’t do this no more. ” he says.

“Do what?” I ask him,my lips are trembling i can barely speak.

“This has to end,whatever we had has to end.” he says and my world suddenly crashes down,my heart drops to my knees and i get a head ache,tears just fall out of my eyes and i can’t control my breathing pattern.

“What do you mean ?Baby you promised me that you’ll never leave me!!!You promised Sfiso ” I’m now shouting,him mom is looking at us.

“I’m sorry” says.I walk to him and lift his face up so he can look at me,me yes find his.

“Baby it’s me…You don’t mean what you just said,right?” I ask him and he looks away.

“Baby no” i say and he lets go of my hand.

“And tell her that I’m pregnant “Precious shouts,I look at him.

“Please leave” he says.Where am i supposed to go i know no one around here.I can tell by his expression that he means business. My eyes search for Sbusiso but he’s not here.I run to his room to pack my stuff, i leave the house.The security doesin’t fight with me.I call my friend,she answers in the first ring.

“Friend ” she says and i just break down,i can’t. It doesin’t even feel real.