“I told you not to call me I’m…” he pauses when he sees me looking at him in the mirror,It’s early in the morning.

“I can’t talk right now.” he says then drops the call.I push the blankets off my body and i go to the bathroom, i need to pee real bad.His phone rings again and he doesn’t answer. I finish doing my business then i walk back to the bedroom.

“Morning. ” i say .

“Morning. ” he responds.I’m still waiting for him to tell me about last night,so there’s silence. His phone rings again and he looks at me.

“Answer your phone” i say.

“It’s just work related,nothing more.”he says defensively,why is he being weird?okay!!!

“I’m hungry…please go and get me something to eat.” I say and he goes out of the room,leaving his phone behind. It’s still unlocked. I try to hold my self but i can’t help it.I go to his whatsapp. He has many unread messages.I click on the first chat i see.

“last night was amazing,reminded me of the good old days” 

“why are you ignoring me?” 

I quickly put back the phone back to where it was,i need to breath.I run to the balcony to get some air…no…not him…he loves me and i love him too….he wouldn’t dare….he wouldi…

His phone rings again,i spend minutes debating with myself,it rings again.I go back,the name “PRECY” is writen on the screen while emoji hearts next to it.i answer and theres silence…

“Hellooooo” she says,no it can’t be,it’s not her,he didin’t sleep with his ex,no.

“Daddy are you there” she says again,i feel my body temperate rising,she calls him daddy. I drop the call .I need to get out of here.I wear my hoodie and sneakers,i need to get out of here.I pass Sbusiso and the others by the poolside,he tries to stop me but i don’t give him any attention. The security won’t let me out.I see Sbusiso approaching.

“Hey…are you good?” He asks and i suddenly burst out crying. He grabs me by my waist and gives me a big hug,just what i needed. He lets me cry in his arm.

“Come let’s get you inside its really cold in here” he says and we both walk to the house,he leads me to his room. He tells me to make myself comfortable. He has a very beautiful room.He gives me a box of tissues and chocolate.

“I heard that chocolate make women feel better when they’re sad.” he says turning on the tv.I just laugh at him.

“Thanks.” I say, he looks at me and smiles,i smile back.

“Will it make you feel better or you need something else?” He asks and our eyes lock for a minute,I’m out of words.

“Something like what?” I ask him under my breath and he takes out a blunt.

“I really need that.” I say and he looks for the lighter from his pockets,he finds it then lights the blunt.He takes a few pulls then gives it to me.He plays some music,when pretty little fears by 6lack and J cole plays we start singing along,I’m even in my t-shirt now.Girls Need Love by Summer Walker plays and i feel like crying,no not now.Were both laying on the bed facing the ceiling.I turn my head to look at him and i find him staring at me.

“I have to go” i say trying to get up but he holds my arm.

“Stay.” he says in a soft voice…our eyes lock again and i suddenly want to kiss him,he pulls me back to the bed and moves his head closer to mines,our lips collide,they taste like weed and mint,I’m hooked.His hands go to my waist,he keeps brushing my back until he takes off my t-shirt,his left hand goes under my bra while the other one is taking of my trackpants…he flips me,I’M completely naked and our eyes lock again,i kiss him again,giving him the permission to make me fosrget about the pain his blood twin brother,Sfiso has put me through.