CHAPTER 4
” You were so cute when you were young,” I remarked as I flipped his album book.
I noticed this same girl beside him in some of his pictures but I didn’t bother who it was because they looked casual.
” Really?”he smirked and crouched to join me looking at his pictures.
” Yes,” I brushed his hair with my fingers.
He sat close to me and my heart skipped a bit. I couldn’t believe I had a night with my crush. I don’t know how we slept with our hands entwined . I was in heaven ,full of honey and milk. I wondered if it was a dream. I would pinch myself every hour and blinked my eyes like a lunatic .
” I’m here ….. You are with me and I know you don’t believe it,” he leaned his head on my shoulder playful and laughed.
” How do you know? ….. I mean how do you know I am still dazed? ” I asked curiously.
” Magic…. Your heart is so loud,” he laughed and entwined my hand.
I looked at the bed ,I hope I didn’t have sexwith him. The bed was untidy with my shoes and jacket on the floor. His black hood was on the floor with his white clothes. He had changed into grey track suit.
” We didn’t ….,” he gestured with his fingers.
” Really?,” I was confused because I was drunk last night.
On the second glass my eyes were heavy and I passed out. Maybe he would had sex with me subconsciously. I pull my hands away because of fear. He could be a pervert came in my mind. He stared at me gleamly as if he was hearing my thoughts.
” I wouldn’t force you…on ..,” before he finished I rushed to the bathroom.
I checked my pant,there was nothing. I touched my privates and they were normal. How could I be so harsh? I slapped my forehead and exhaled deeply. I was embarrassed and walked back like a wet cat . He was cooking something. His apartment didn’t have walls between to make rooms but there was a side for kitchen and lounge . In the middle was six chairs and a big table on the corner was his big bed . I recalled that last night I was sleeping alone . When I woke up I found him sleeping on the couch.. The big plasma hang on the wall near the couches, the whole room was neat. He must be hiring a cleaning company.
” I’m sorry,” I uttered and rubbed my fingers against each other , shyly.
He didn’t look back but carried on cooking. I decided I had to leave . It was awkward,I was suspecting he raped me. How could I jump to such thoughts? Why didn’t I trust him? I grabbed my handbag and he pulled me in his arms.
” Please don’t leave!…. Did I do something?” he spoke sadly.
I could sense his sad tense and I heard the ringtone ‘ Under the sky ‘ by BTOB blue from his phone. He quickly grabbed it,I saw the screen written Prain Global . I knew it was his agent. He spoke in Korean and the tone made me laugh and I mimicked it.
” Okay,” he put the phone on the table and he made me sit on the couch.
” Let’s watch movie,” he suggested.
I didn’t want to watch movie wanted him to hold me whole day. I was mad ,I was scared he sleep with me subconsciously but now I was craving that . I know what I wanted but I didn’t want to meet perverts. I wanted us to take it slowly and get to know him . He was not An Junghui as on the miniseries I knew.
” I can dance for you,” he suggested.
Attention shifted , I lifted my head up and jump in shock.. No wonder Lee Joon made ladies swoon.
” Yes,” I smirked and clapped my hands once.
” I know you were a singer … But I never found a song of you on the social media,” I was curious.
” I will show you but I want to dance ‘ Mad’ by Neyo ,” he stretched his legs.
Neyo was my favorite,I adored his voice. Chang:- sun wanted to dance to my favorite song ‘ Mad’. I loved that song,it was about relationships. It advised us not to ever sleep angry with our partners.
Lee Changsun could dance like a expert. The hip hop dance was like of Chris Brown. It was a concidence that Neyo was his favorite. I clapped my hands applauding him. I applauded him cheerfully ,whistling. I stood up and joined him ,and he watched me instead. I was not good or bad at dancing. I could judge myself that I try.
” Wow….. You are an expect too,” he said and got distracted by his phone which rang.
Just after he talked me as his equal I sat down bored because it was a memorable moment that I didn’t want to end.