CHAPTER 3

” I can take you back,” he whispered behind me .

I looked back and saw my crush glaring at me . Was I his crush? Something in his eyes told me he adored me . It was after the session with the counsellor. I smirked and he grabbed my hand and I followed him. I felt the chilly wind through my back. I wore a jacket but still felt the cold. The trees were hissing and swaying back and forth,side by side.

” That is Lee Joon ,” a voice spoke on the pavement side .

I noticed he wasn’t wearing his hood jacket and he curled it around my shoulder.Two ladies in same yellow outfit gave me a dirty look but I loved it.

” Yes and he is very handsome ” another voice sounded.

Lee pulled me over and shoved me in the car. He didn’t even flinch on his fans. He was ignorant .

” Changsun,” I muttered and he looked at me blankly.

” How do you know my name?” he asked before he switched the engine on.

” I researched you and………… you are my crush,” I pulled my phone to show him proof of his pictures I gathered and it dropped between his legs. I try to peek where it had fallen to and we bump heads. I felt a pain and went dizzy then our lips brushed against each other. I felt like I was electrocuted. The magnetic flew in body,I don’t know how my cravings for his touch grew from. He acted like nothing happened but I bwas sure I felt something.Chatter disappeared!

” Sorry,” he stepped on the accelerator and I poured.

I touched my lips and believed this was real . Iwanted to feel him. I wanted the deep kiss but I was still dazed but he intently focused on the road.

” Why didn’t you kiss me?” I asked and turned to him.

” What?” he was puzzled and stopped the car.

” I want you.. I mean I like you and you aren’t crush. A kiss wouldn’t do harm ,right?,” I spoke confidently ,I don’t know where those words came from.

I was crazy and naughty. Even depressed people get naughty too. I was human after all with feelings.

” I didn’t know you were so handsome on the movie ‘ What The Ghost Up to’ until I saw ‘ My Father Is Strange’,” I looked at my thigh shy while I rubbed my fingers against each other.

I still couldn’t believe I was confessing my feelings. . I licked my lips nervously,I should snacks this lips that can’t keep quiet.There quietness in the car and he didn’t look at me . I was scared that he would leave me on the road in middle of nowhere. I could hear his deep breath while he stared in space.

” This is what you did when that girl Siwon hurt your buttock..,” he interrupted me.

” Stop…. I……. aso felt something when I met you on the entrance of Howard Johnson hotel,” he muttered inaudibly and exhaled.

I couldn’t believe it,he felt the same and linked a naughty smile. Was it concidence to meet my crush on my arrival in Korea? This looked like a fairy tale or dream! I came here just to tour around. I had no plans on meeting him and didn’t know how to get him.

” Why were you in hoodie?”I asked curiously.

” I was just standing there for a long time. I didn’t know why I was there then I met you but I had to rush somewhere.,” he chuckled a bit and turned to me.

” I wore a hoodie I didn’t want anyone to see me. I dreamt meeting someone extra ordinary at that hotel,” he added but he sounded serious.

I put two together so he meant to meet me . I smiled and my adrenaline flow in my body like a disease and I pulled his face and kissed him deeply on his lips,shamelessly. I felt his arms hold me tightly and his broad chest against mine. He kissed me back gently then pulled me away.

” Someone might see me ,” he spoke in a low voice.

” Are you married? …. I didn’t see your marital status ….,,” he touched my hand and gestured it wasn’t it.

” Lets go talk somewhere private,”he whispered and i nodded in agreement.

In a few minutes he drove a kilometres away and he stopped the car at a big building. It looked like it was a apartment . He gestured to me alight from the car and pulled my hand softly. I couldn’t fght him I also wanted him. The sky was moonless and chilly wind seemed to disappeared. I felt sweat stench through my back. It was a quiet night with only crickets sound .

He opened his apartment with a password and I entered. The room was sparsely furnished and it looked like a home fit for a king with his posters framed on the wall . He rushed to a room and I wandered around like a headless chicken.

” Come sit ,” he called me .

He was dressed in white shirt and white trouser and his hair was undercut. I wondered if it was a wig or he made it like that. I walked briskly toward him and nearly fell because I missed my foot and he grabbed me. I felt his heartbeat fast against mine.

” Watch where you going!” he helped me stand up.

” Are you hungry? I have noodles…. Sushi….rice and side dishes,” he asked nicely and suggested.

I never ate crabs and lobster and sushi in my life. I don’t adore their food and it make me want to vomit when I saw they ate octopus and snakes .

” Pasta and tomato sauce better,” I smiled and hold my hands together shyly.

” I have octopus soup and red bean soup,” he smiled.

I didn’t know what to choose but my mouth uttered ,”red … Bean please,”.