Sindie



The stars were so vibrant tonight m it were almost like they were so easy to touch. With our sits back a little we were busy eating our hands but I kept stealing glances at Shawn when he was nit paying attention.

“Are you having a good time?” He asked the minute the movie ended.

I took a deep breath and nodded, I have never felt this free before. Being close to Shawn like this was so refreshing “Being out here makes me feel like I’m free.”

“Have you ever dated before?”

I shook my head “Well no, actually yes but it was never something serious, it was just something that would end in 3 months so in a way no I have never dated anyone before. You.”

He looked ahead as if the question cut deep “Yes.”

My heart stung a little, it was crazy of me to ever think that he had never dated. Yet I don’t know why it hurt this much picturing him with someone else.

“What happened? Did she cheat?” I asked trying to break the awkwardness.

“No, She was killed by some stupid drunk driver.”

“Oh I’m so sorry.” I said not knowing what else to say, there were no words to even describe how sorry I felt for him.

“Its ok, it hurts more just thinking about it you know. Me and Monica had just gotten married we didn’t even have 3 months and were expecting a baby. Every time I thinking about that just… You have no idea.”

He sat back resting his head on the arms rest “It’s been 4 years but it still hurts like it had happened yesterday. I never thought I would ever find someone who would make my heart skip a beat like before or maybe even stronger but now..” He trailed off we both knew that he was talking about me “But?” I probed.

“I believe I have.” I wiped the fallen tear on his cheek, he held my hand in place wielding me not to remove my hand.

I moved from my seat and sat on top of him “You deserve happiness.” I said over to him gently brushing his lips wanting to already plant my lips in his.

“You too.”

He kissed me so softly like he was savouring the moment.

Soon clothes were flying everywhere, he took out protection and soon he was inside me, it was as if I was eating something so delicious but not able to get enough of it.

He was finally into me but it was like I wanted him even closer that what he already was.

It almost felt like this is what I have been waiting for almost all my life.