Sindie

Ndumiso came into my room in his casual clothes, I could already smell the mint after shave and his spicy cologne indicating that he already took a bath.

“Take out of your clothes.” He demanded. I covered my gown with my hands “Now!” Fearing that he will wake the baby up I removed my robe with shaky hands underneath there were no pyjamas, he looked at me as if I was a masterpiece, like he had never seen my naked body before.

He took out his clothes and before I knew it he was inside of me, I closed my eyes shut not wanting to see his disgusting face as he was pleasuring himself with my body.

He locked my hands above my head with his one hand to make me not wriggle out. I held my tongue as he pushed too hard as if tearing me open.

I held my tears and my screams, he grunted and groaned. I could feel his sweat on me make me uncomfortable.

After a long 8 minutes that I was sure will never end he got of me after he relieved himself. I curled myself in a ball and let my tears fall, not bothering looking at him as he wore his clothes and walked out.

I took the pillow and screamed, I felt dirty, used and… Just dirty.