Sometimes I wish to close my eyes and travel to a place unbeknownst to humans, a place where I can be, a place where I can breathe and feel peace in every inch of my body and veins.

I don’t want to be at war with my thoughts anymore, I don’t want these insecurities, worries, and doubts, they suffocate me and eat me up bit by bit.

I want to be sure of my decisions, I want to be free to feel and just be one with the universe.

I feel this heaviness that burdens my soul, I feel lost, broken, confused, I feel rejected and used.

I just want to be free and walk the earth in peace with no fear and anxiety. I just want to be. Is that too much to ask for?