It’s sad how your mind becomes so blank

That you’re unable to do one thing that you love so much forgetting how to start writing, mind blank

You’re unable to do something that soothes your soul

It breaks my heart not to be able to write

It hurts seeing people do what they like doing with their whole lives and you’re unable to cope under this loud environment and its people, being a popular loner hurts, my heart is really broken into million pieces I don’t know how to start even one sentence

I pray I regain the only thing in this world that makes my heart warm.