I see my face in the water 
I can’t recognise it anymore 
For its filled with swollen eyes 
And dark marks 
From the tears and scars that I barked
I look up 
To see if anyone is watching me 
But I feel so cold and lonely 
Could it just be me 
That’s terrified and petrified 
From the pain and the hurt 
From all the abuse and misuse 
I call out a name 
That’s ringing in my brain 
Hoping you’ll answer 
but I know it won’t last yeah.