Why bother to visit?
If it can’t last forever
I’m not the enjoy it while it last type
I want forever
The fear, the feelings
That comes with the thoughts
Of losing your source of happiness
Is just unbearable
Why do they always leave me to drown?
I can’t swim in emotions
They are way too overwhelming
I can’t hold on for too long
I’m way too young to be this hurt
Making me cry all night
Thinking I don’t deserve to be alive
Cause what I want always short-lived
Why does life have to be this unfair?