I’m tired
I’m tired of fighting
I’m tired of feeling
I’m tired of breathing
Feeling like I’m suffocating
My chest can’t carry any more burning stone
My body is exhausted from all
These emotions that are draining
The life out of me
Each and every day of my life
I’m tired of hoping for a miracle,
A change or a turnaround
I’m tired of living
Whereas I’m just fighting to survive
I’m tired of praying
Whereas my prayers are not being answered
I’m tired of smiling and laughing
And pretending as if I’m okay
Like everything is fine
While every single dream I ever had
Is crumbling down
I’m tired of wishing
I’m tired
By MJ Thobela
If you are feeling depressed or suicidal, please know that there is help out there and you can get better. Reach out to SADAG counselling 0800 567 567 (toll-free counselling between 8am and 8pm) or their Suicide Crisis Line: 0800 567 567. You are not alone.