I might seem happy

Well I got convincing smile that you would swear am fine

Sometimes when anxiety kicks in

I got to wish,I haven’t seen light

As the pain keeps cutting me like a blade inside

Well I don’t know what has not gave me bold to end the pain

Like other way some try

I don’t know maybe I am just coward

Maybe drinking lot of pills

Will wash away the pain, the sore

Committing the suicide will help

But am afraid of the unknown

It’s called the fear of unknown

I don’t know wish I was just different,

How I don’t even know

I am my worst enemy

I keep on drifting away from my inner self

It’s sad how I can’t even control this

I can’t express how I feel without crying

It’s so sad how I tend to not know how to address my feelings