I’m swinging on alcohol ,
Puffing smoke from day to dawn ,
Locomoting up steets to downtown,
Inquisitoring for that one pill .
Such pill to avail me sleep
But the doctors say they have such prescriptions .

I wake up everyday with chiliad of declinations ,
Accompanied by a storm of gazillion wishes ,
But still, this life keeps going .

I’m no longer myself no!
my gullet always craves to deglutite something ,
In the greeting of the sunlight
And the dawn of midnight
Who am i really ??

I once took a stand in life ,
Saw myself in such perfect family kind ,
But it seems to me ,i’m just against time .

I looked while my companions dying,helpless
I failed to pay heed at each funi ..
I got broken relationships,
But still i fail to fix ,
Now i got some bad habits i can’t modify.

Such plane of success once booked , crushed in the middle of nowhere .
Today im here chasing this , that and the next after ,
How about this disease eating me in inches avery day ,
And still,the insomnia has no mercy for me .

I act smiley with such big belly
Wearing white teeth that speak hello tunes
But im dying ,slowly
Alone ,with nobody noticising
Who Am I,really