The one I fear has fears,

She writes them down and bursts into tears.

In pages where others see blue and black

she sees blood and tears

She’s forced and imprisoned in a world where she doesn’t belong

The one I fear has no self-love

She fears herself more than the world she lives in

Only because pain is her customary oxygen

She has parents, siblings

What am I tallying cause she has a whole family

but where cause she lives alone

in a place where you all call home.

The one I fear

Has lived a life full of heartbreaks and traumas

Pain and disappointments,

The one I fear…feels no more.

The one I fear is ME.