Why have I become the person

That I am today?

A person with so much hatred

With nothing good to say

A person who hates the world

For just being in it

A race already lost, already believing

I cannot win it

There’s just this knot

In my chest

Ever since he died

I had nothing left

They said things would get better


But I do not know how you

Were so dear to me

You were my soulmate

But now, the place that once

Contained love has grown into hate