Why have I become the person
That I am today?
A person with so much hatred
With nothing good to say
A person who hates the world
For just being in it
A race already lost, already believing
I cannot win it
There’s just this knot
In my chest
Ever since he died
I had nothing left
They said things would get better
Eventually
But I do not know how you
Were so dear to me
You were my soulmate
But now, the place that once
Contained love has grown into hate