You were born with it, and from the day you were born, You Already had it.

Growing up, You Grew Up with it, so you’re used to it, Already.

I have never realized that I do not have it until I got a chance to experience it, and I used it wrongly because I am not used to it like you, So forgive me already.

I never knew I used it wrongly because I have never been taught how to use it like you. Whenever I get scolded for doing something , automatically to me it means I did something in a bad manner that is unacceptable

I have wished for it but never received it, like a little child peeking on a Christmas shop, hoping to get a Christmas gift but umama cannot afford one, all he has ever did was put his warm hands on the glass window, his finger prints are left behind on the glass door as proof of a wish that has never came into existence….

Please forgive me, when I beg too much, that’s a sign of a wish that will never come true but I still put my finger prints on the outside of your heart that I will never find my way in.

Please forgive me, I still wish for something I can call my own.…but will never find.