My mind constantly fights to remove her from my thoughts

Mind you, I was never in love with her, I was attached

I have never been in love with anyone, everything 

But she was the first decision I made for myself, by myself 

And it was not a good one

She made me feel stupid, I could never tell when she lied or told the truth

She bragged to the world about, I never understood why

Then she made me a famous fool

Made me a joke, but I free myself from her hold

I forgive myself for not seeing and knowing

For letting myself be a mockery

I kick you out of my head

You should find a new home

Because you are no longer welcome inside my head