You turned my life into a nightmare

And with many questions 

That I had no one to answer

Thinking how I trusted you

Only for you to have access

To my body without permission

Asking myself 

If my mind was playing tricks.

My heart betraying me

Always hearing those steps of you coming towards me,

Screaming telling you to stop

Instead 

It was like I was telling you to go on

You took away my innocence

With evil written on your face

All you left in me 

Was sickness 

Thinking how you paralysed my soul

I can’t stand a man’s figure