I’m sorry for all the times that I let you down

All of those times you were down and I let you drown

Every time I said things to hurt your feelings 

And when I was not there when you needed healing

I am sorry but I know it ain’t enough

we had a dangerous love but I gave it up for space and fucks

And in exchange, I lost your trust

And it kills me to know 

that someone waited all this time just for me to let you go

I remember all our times together

although virtual, you shined whenever

we spent time

and I would do whatever just to visit you and me again

cause I know I’d do shit different

cause girl, you’re magnificent 

and I know I can’t fix this I learnt that long ago 

Cause I know you aren’t easy to impress you know how to hold your own

still, I shoulda helped you and been there to support you when you fell

and honestly I hope you do well

and after this I’m gone

and I can’t believe I’m nearly crying while writing you a song

I remember telling you how crazy about you I was

and you related but then I scared myself off. and I’m sorry

I know you won’t forgive me and I know you don’t care anymore

and that’s all I deserve

And I lied. I am pouring my heart out. But not for anything in return.