I asked for greatness and

I received bitterness.

I asked for healing and

I received a double amount

of bruises.

I humbled myself to obedience,

obeyed everything; and I was

promised that I will be healed;

yet I’m still crying ocean of tears

alone through this year’s.

I was told that everything that

has happened unto me will

never befall me again, yet here

I am still weeping for the same

reason of forgiving and humbling

myself to obedience.

I followed instructions day by

day, It’s been three years now

of back to back pain; and I’m still

told about to wait for the right

time, will I ever get rest?

Demonic pimples round about

my face made themselves

comfortable, I am still thinking

about those words that say’s

this evil won’t befall you anymore.

I am human after all, will my

mistakes of not harming people;

but telling them the truth ever kill

me for the glory that is to be

revealed?

The morrow always brings sorrow,

by an arrow that pierces through

the heart; and swallow us without

cause: while the wicked are busy

killing, stealing and destroying.

Day by day: the wicked are given

power to oppress the vulnerable

individuals, I believe till I forget

believing, by being kept on the very

same place and told to wait for the

right time…

While those who do evil prosper by

killing innocent souls! those we

trust are Greater Cane’s to us

future Abel’s. Joy is something

forgotten, because of comfort that

doesn’t have action inside.

Maybe I am a fool to have chose

life! when it was said: this day I put

life and death, choose life it was said.

I always chose life in my life.

I always chose only the positive

things in my life; but the outcome

always have been negative why?

I guess there’s nothing I can do,

but keep on praying and meditating.

I am strong and have had patience,

for a very long time now, it’s sad

cry along: yet don’t take your life,

wait with me through this pain,

maybe when the angel’s see this

poem, they’ll have remorse!

Maybe also God will forgive us for the

sin’s that we do not know about!

because even if we ask for forgiveness

to those sin’s we know about; we receive

bitterness and enemies without cause.

I guess I will never ever know why and

what you’re doing God, because you

said: Your ways are not my ways,

neither Your thoughts are my thoughts;

Your plans are not to harm me: but to

give me an expected future.

I will wait God! fellow brethrens “Don’t

kill yourselves skill yourselves, patience

heals the patient.”