My mom is gone

My smile is gone

Friends are gone

I was alone all along

I’m going through the darkest days of my life

I miss being a child

My innocence flew by in front of my eyes

I became untrustworthy

I became insecurity-driven

I became anxious

I lost myself inside the wilderness of my thoughts

I ran on the thread mill of my choices

Life hasn’t been good for my soul

Death was lingering on the porch of my home

I was afraid and I was alone

When it’s my turn I just wanna be on my own.

– jonathanmoos