for the first time in days I was eating
not because I was told buh I wanted to
some said that I was healing
buh her heart wasn’t beating

there I could see the forever promised being washed away
by the very same waves of my waters
I was the ocean that drowned a loving heart

buried it deep in the sand that made up my ocean bed
I can tell you that that heart bled
just like a dog that’s not being fed
it kept on weeping until it couldn’t no more

they destroyed me and I took it out on that poor heart
the very same heart that I was given to take care of
it’s no longer mine ’cause she took it
and I know that I can’t ask for it back
I’ve already damaged it like they did to me