I rather keep quiet than explaining
How bad it turned out to be.
I rather wave at you
In a distance than to hug you closely
Then you’ll get a chance to stab Me silently.
I rather love and leave you than
Getting myself hurt by hoping
For reciprocal.
I rather stay hungry for days
Than to beg food from you.
All you could do, find victory
In my suffering.
I rather love a stranger
Than one of my own.
I rather choose them over and over
Again, they get to love unconditionally
Without asking neither questioning
“If I help you, what’s my take?”
One said blood is thicker than water,
I rather use my last breath
To recite poetry than trusting my very own.