Life was good back then where we were still young and innocent

Where our mind were filled with dreams and hope

Unlike now our minds is rotten

We are depressed and anxiety

We are no longer dreaming

We feel like we don’t deserve to live in this world

We only thanks when the sun rises and sunset because we know that during the night it is where we face reality

Nothing excites us anymore

Sometimes we wish we could changes hands of time but there’s no turning back

When I looked back where I come from

I’m not happy about the lousy things I did when I was still young

I chosed wrong people that end up hurt me

I do fake smile sometimes when I’m in front of people

But when I’m lonely all the problems came back

Always wondering why am I supposed to suffer like this?

Why am I not like others?

Oh God give me another chance to enjoy myself.

To laugh as other people

Honestly nothing excite me in this world

My happiness has faded away long time ago

Why am I feeling this way?