Name

Like when you broke like glass inside when you have let a human soul walk into Your heart.

Each step they took within mine, dreads at a high velocity which sting like hell which kept repeating.

With every strength it took to open my heart, I found that at some end I couldn’t breathe.

For years pain and writing about pain slowly became a thing, it was all that was in my feelings.

Ticking all days treating me hushly.

So I seeked for a way to block these stabs of internal depths.

Name

I figured, don’t say much

For saying more, means you open the door way to where your heart lays.

I figured, don’t laugh too much for you bring out the sweetness that You bare, the world is seeking for such opportunity, an advantage for them which will lead you to break.

For the world it’s at war with each other, whatever is dropped or shot down to break.

Soo much, I figured and I found my unbreakable ness.

But when I figured and thought I had found peace, It turned out that I was cold.

Name

Cold a name I had chose at a young stage, which just meant I wouldn’t be hurt anymore 

Unexpectedly I had become the name cold. 

When some shared their experiences, I remain silent. 

When many poured out their views I remain silent. 

Jokes shared, I smiled a little and emergently closed the gap between my lips. 

Who knew, I’ll take on a name and turn it to a character. 

Name

Many told about this and that 

I dare not say

If I did say, then I dare not go deeper.

I dared not start a conversation, for whatever I’ll ask or say it would pour out or open Me,Me who Iam.

When I had figured to try not to be nice to all who I see

When I had stopped raising my hand from left to right then right again’ greetings ‘

Nd I felt my heart was completely safe

When I stopped texting first and felt my heart was safer than being at a panic room.

When I had found a cure of those that had something to say, and even if they had something with they words I break nolonger.

Just when I happened to want claim victory 

Of never having to break,

I found that I was Cold.

Name

When I figured not to give myself hope by thinking about the future, my personality became a name I came up with playing.

Next to a soul I can seat and say nothing even if it’s an 8hour trip and I won’t be bordered by it. 

How cold

Next to a broken individual I can seat and say nothing 

How cold.

I can walk through or in and out of crowds and not even greet a single person 

How cold

Cold a name I gave to myself playing 

How I have become Cold when I thought I was protecting Me

Cold a name

A Cold name

Name:”Cold” 

No,No

My Name is Sandile 

Born and given a name

Name which is not cold.

 Name?