When I first laid my eyes on him, 

I felt a strong connection between us.

I was introduced to him as a sister.

Although we were not siblings by blood…

That intro nearly took my breath away…

For I didn’t peek at him in that angle,

I saw a gentleman,

A boyfriend who was my type…

We began to be close,

As broadened brother and sister, yes, 

But my heart wanted the opposite.

I was so madly in love with the so-called brother.

But sadly I couldn’t express my feelings.

I pretended and play along with the flow.

That was my sweetest mistake,

Playing cool while deep inside I was craving his love.

we were too close. 

A funny guy with a good vibe he was,

Everything about him just made me fall deeply in love.

The closeness builds a strong connection…

A bond I can’t even describe, 

I couldn’t tell him how I felt because he didn’t take me as someone to fall in love with.

indeed he sticks to the friendship,

He never mistakenly complicated our friendship into a romance, 

He never gave me a chance just to tell him how I felt

I wish I had told him how much I loved him,

But sadly he was my extensive brother.