What happened to my innocent soul?

What happened to that puer heart in me?

What happened to that loving girl little girl in me?

Why is this darkness covering my soul?

Oh my soul

I am sorry for drowning you, keeping you in pain

Sorry I wasn’t what you guided me to be

I am sorry for treating you like you don’t deserve me

I am so selfish all I could think of was the flesh

I knew that using you like this would destroy you

Instead, I went on and on until you are left with nothing but dry bones.

Indeed you don’t deserve me

You don’t deserve to be in this dirty body

I won’t blame you if you want to leave fast

May you so rest easy