I know that ever since I’ve lost my parents and my big bro and sis,

You guys haven’t really checked up on me.

I had to make strangers my family,

But I know that one day when I die you are going to bury me,

You are going to give me a decent funeral,

The best!

You are going to miss the guy named Deon Goeieman

And you’ll wish that you had spent more time with me.

You’ll wish that you all had answered your phones when I called you 1000 times.

You are going to miss the messages I used to send to you all.

Those messages you have never replied to,

You are going to cry over all the times I’ve shown up at your houses and you all were pretending like you weren’t at home.

You’ll remember how you guys were embarrassed by me,

You didn’t want the world to know that we were related.

But at my funeral, you are going to cry and say, “He was one of us”.

It’s true what they say when you lose your parents you lose your whole family.

I was too down to earth for you guys.

I was just too poor,

I didn’t fit into your fancy lifestyle.

Cause I didn’t have the money, the car and the fancy expensive clothes.

I wasn’t handsome and hot enough to dine with you all.

I hope that you’ll remember how you have chased me away from one of your fancy parties.

But I know that you are going to bury me as Deon Goeieman.

Then you’ll accept me as a part of you but it will be too late cause I won’t see it.

I need your acceptance now.

I need your love and care right now.

One day you want to bury me as a king.