My light got dimmed
Dimmed by the voices
Voices that say I’m not enough
Voices that kill my already dead confidence
Voices that leave no room for me to voice out
To Voice out my train of thoughts
To Voice out my matters of the heart
Not to be crucified for crying out
Judged for my silence
Ridiculed for having an opinion
My light got dimmed
Gone was my jolly bubbly self
Replaced by someone I prayed never to become
Engulfed with piles of confusion
Where to from here
Is this a stepping stone or the end of something that once was
My light got dimmed
Leaving me conflicted with myself
Do I help my wounded heart
Or do I save my exploding mind
Do I stop the floodgates of tears
Or do I fight the depression creeping in
My light got dimmed
And it can only mean two things revival or death